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  • Apr 22 Sun 2007 15:37
  • omen

I embraced this morning with a hearty sleep.
I woke, and slept again, and woke, and went back to sleep.
Like that, until sometime around ten thirty.

In the afternoon, I picked up the last Dove milk chocolate PROMISES Message,
and there it said, "Hey, why not?"
So I said, "For a lot of reasons: first, it'd distract me from my schoolwork;
second, I'd be binded from my limitless future; third, we're not meant to be;
and for many many other reasons that I cannot explain."
Then I heard my heart say, "Hey, why not?"
"I've told you, for many reasons, strong reasons," my mind shouted.
Still, my heart said, "Hey, why not?"
So I realized that I have surrendered.
Omens, beginner's luck, to motivate one to his or her Personal Legend, huh?
That's the novel I've mentioned, it's called The Alchemist.
I can't stop myself from thinking that it was the beginning instead of the end.
And that, is so wrong.
But there're still more than two years to go.
Why, nothing will be more than what had past, though.
It's gone; it's all gone.
And it's good, isn't it? Grand, isn't it?
Great, isn't it? Swell, isn't it? Fun, isn't it? But nothing stays.

"I love you; please stay ignorant about my feeling,
and don't you ever lay an eye on me.
I'll be waiting for the day when I cease loving you.
Do leave me alone, right here, waiting."

That's the farewell I've been at.
One that I can't get rid of since yesterday.

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本來放在Tagged那邊,但是整個太冷了,
冷落這篇大作很是可惜,所以,ta-dah! Here it is:
Topic: Way
I'm: at home
Mood: shocked

Way's my brother, don't get confused, he's just Way.
Tonight I went downstairs for some dessert and Daddy asked me to help carry two boxes of shoes upstairs (all the way to the third floor) to Way's room, 'cause he left them forgotten in the dining room when he finished devouring his dessert, which was a piece of Tiramisu. (Or was that me? Hm...)
Anyway, I got curious and asked what were in there; I don't remember Way buying any shoes for the past decades. Kidding.
I opened the box and there was a pair of soccer/football shoes. (I find it annoying to always say soccer/football when I wish I could've done with saying football, but was afraid that people confuse it with American football, which I have no interest whatsoever in. It disappointed me that the Jem in To Kill a Mockingbird was into football, apparently the American one, instead of "soccer." But the sound of "soccer" simply "sucks!" Hopefully America will soon catch up with European football after the presence of Beckham before they realized he was meant for Hollywood and only needed someone to fix his duck-like voice.)
Whatever, Daddy said those were Grandpa's and they found them fitting Way's feet perfectly.
What the? SO HUGE? Hope Way's feet's astonishing size is a good foundation for his "promising" height to come. Hopefully.

以下內容並非擷取自Tagged;
Speaking of that Mockingbird, I finished it today, without answering any of the Reading Questions.
I simply read the book, and finished it. Interesting, wasn't like any book I've read before: Dahl's(read 20 or something of his), The Giver, Louis something's(Wayside school author, read about five books of his), The Mixed-up Files of something something, Olive's Ocean, Walk Two Moons, and, and, whatever there are that I forgot.
I got started with this, this, The Chemist. No, it's, it's The Chem-something-whatever, something short, like Chemist but is not. It meant for 煉金師 of a kind in Chinese I think.
And am still currently reading Eragon, which lost its glister once I started with The C-something, because the latter one was written in such a smooth, friendly pace, and possesses such a scent of mystery and, something really beautiful about it. I've only read for 2 pages though. So there, you see its magic.
I don't know what's wrong with Eragon, but it's, it's, written in a fasion that I was not so much enjoying.
Yeah, it's with the way it's written. By a teenager, you see, is most positively amazing already. Not amazing, astonishing, oh, no, it's used. Astounding. Why do words like those start with A's anyway?
But still, there isn't a sense of maturity(I guessed this word) in it like the ones in Dahl's and other fascinating, eye-catching and breath-taking novels.
There's magic at the pin of Dahl's pen. He wrote something so childlike with such... I lost the word, maybe there has never been a word to illustrate his writing.
And he could write something so ironic, so cynical and so cruel with humorous, charitable and merciful tone. He's a master. A true story-telling master. He portraits English literature in a naive, kind-hearted, and that-mysterious-word way. His writings are simply THE classics.
Why, that was hel lot of words up there, and, I've been at this article for 20 minutes, cutting from my sleep.
Hope y'aw been sleepin' well while I keepon enjoyin' my adventures with either Eragon or Santiago.
Oh, Santiago, the boy in "GOAL!" the movie, went to Newcastle. Heehee, right, Newcastle is currently in the dump, why don't you help 'em out, Santiago? Ha.
I find the Santiago in The C-something far more charming than "Newcastle's Santiago." Newcastle's hilarious, they're out without Owen, how sad.
Blah blah, mouthful of football again. (shaking my head)
Leave it as that. Good night. Chelsea, Chelsea, Chelsea... (I rearranged my Favorite Footballers Board this evening. I mean, last night.) (Shut up, nobody cares.)

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  • Mar 27 Tue 2007 23:45
  • Scar

We grow up, don't we? 
And we do that by making mistakes, don't we? 
And sometimes, these mistakes burn things up, don't they? 
And the scars will last permanently, won't they? 
And we just have got to live with them, don't we? 
These scars are inerasable. They last, like a hole dug on a log. 
I know how terribly wrong I was at times in the past, and I am probably still so right now. 
Even with that knowledge, I can still move on. 
I can be who I am right now, and let what I was be what I was. 
I don't have to let my past decide what I am today, do I? 
And one day, if I can look back on all the scars I've left, look straight at them, and not feel ashamed, I will say I have grown. 
But today is not yet that day. Today, I acknowledge my mistakes and my fouls, and I elude them.
I will try to cover them, until that day, when I'm ready, I can face them all, and not feel sorry for myself, for one day I will see that this is what it's like growing up.
And who knows? I might just as well enjoy it in the way I'm struggling with it now.
Have you grown? Can you look back on everything you've done and been through and look at them just as they are?
Will you review all your memories and thoughts and experiences and say, "This is what I am and I love it"?
One day I will put up all the broken pieces in my past and build up a mixed bag of image of life.
And matters not how messy and ugly it can get, I'm going to say, "This is my best masterpiece."
That day, is likely the day that I die.

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This all started with a Monday night, this Monday night, in fact.
一如往常,星期一的晚上八點or九點總是英超精華的首播時段。
Chelsea剛輸給Liverpool。
雖然Manchester United也輸了,相距六分沒有改變,但名列三四的Liverpool和Arsenal分別在5、6分外追趕著我們,比我們追曼聯還近= =
於是這幾天來,一直很鬱悶:(
更糟的是,我週遭的人都是Liverpool的人,雖然他們超貼心,沒有在我面前刺痛我,但是心中卻一直隱隱地很沉悶,空虛......
Monday,那天Monday,我只能說,是個Gloomy Monday,Nothing at all went right.
考試全部爆了、穿錯鞋子、沒去升旗...... 整個很grueling,漫長痛苦的煎熬。於是這天晚上,我放肆地抱著毯子縮在客廳沙發上看Eragon。
八點到了。我突然發現其實我一點也不想,好吧,沒那麼嚴重,只是不怎麼想開電視眼睜睜看個Ferreira擦身錯過Kuyt露出空檔,和戴著黑頭罩怎麼飛也觸不及球的Cech;更不想看到Pennant踢的太完美的弧線,以致於奮力撲身的Cech再次stretch出雙手,無奈和球之間的一點距離。
但姊就在旁邊。100%清楚如果我這樣說,會被她罵、嘲、諷、笑。因他是個西班牙、皇馬、利物浦迷。她聲稱輸慣了。
我還沒那樣磨練過就是了。硬著頭皮我提起沉重的remote control,開了電視。
Surprisingly, 還在播Australia Open。我姊不滿地嘀咕了一句。我呢,心中偷偷的慶幸。
啊,傳說中的納達爾呢,Rafael Nadal,原來也叫Rafael... 我現在知道四個Rafaels,兩個西班牙人,Rafael Nadal & Rafael Benitez (Liverpool教練),三個西班牙語系的,including the two Spanish & Rafael Marquez (Maxican player現在在Barcelona, 不喜歡他,honestly),at last, Rafael Van der Vaart不是西班牙人、西班牙語系的,是個荷蘭人,但是Rafael就是跟西班牙脫不了關係,他的媽媽是Spanish,范德法特有一半的西班牙血統。
OK,where was I? Rafael Nadal! 以前在報紙上看過,我姊更熟:西班牙紅土專家納達爾。臉總是很猙獰,動作很猛,身體很勇。
結論就是我不喜歡他,像我不想要費德勒再贏一樣,I want something new。所以自然而然幫他的對手加油。
而他的對手是誰?啊,可愛的小傢伙!20-year-old Scottish boy, Andy Murray。不會忘記他的。

Andy Murray牢牢的抓住了我的注意力。偶爾快球偶爾慢;一下大角度下一秒又是吊小球。太神奇了。看他打球充滿新鮮和驚奇。(Wow, 「打球」而非「踢球」,神奇!)

但是他畢竟還年輕。

僵持到了第五局。前幾局Murray用他的技巧、協調和靈敏玩弄著Nadal,只是自己的失誤多了些,沒法打下來。
但時間一久,實力就出來了。你看Nadal那體格,就是知道不該跟這種人玩到第五局!後來Murray真的累的,氣勢也被打光了、耗盡了,被Nadal先是吼叫然後極似呻吟的咆哮嚇飛了。
最後一局被Nadal快速的拿了下來。
That's OK, he's young, has time, with improvements expected.

[原本應該是一個小時的足球,成了兩個小時的網球!?]
Hoho,感覺很花痴。第一次認真看網球就看上了一個小男生XD
那夜裡,心情好多了。說不定Andy贏我都不會那樣愉悅。若他晉級了,自然好的。但若真進了八強,又不想他輸...... 不如現在16就被淘汰了,他自我不滿意的碎碎念、咕噥著,只讓我更喜歡他XD!
晚上,我上了樓去,寫了日記,最後小註:既然他出局了,澳洲網球公開賽應該就沒什麼要看了的吧!
還是決定,為了我姊,下樓預約錄影凌晨四點重播的英超精華。沒想到一開cable,電視上播著澳網精華。煞!
比看上Andy快速,spot a 帥哥,然後腦中急速烙上了他的名字。Tommy Haas。

The day after the day after tomorrow(其實是the day after tomorrow而已,因為溜下樓錄影時已是三更時分)看報紙,看到... 嗄,是啊Nadal爆冷輸給了Fernando Gonzalez (啊哈!一看就知道是西班牙語系的。其他的瘋狂菜市場名還有Jose, Maria, ect. Fernando和Gonzalez兩個都是無敵菜市場名!)
我看了那場比賽,Gonzalez真的強到沒話說。不過似乎是今年忽然爆強,這是他生平第一次進大滿貫的四強呢!瘋了,看似有冠軍相的人,竟然沒進過四強= =
他的inside-out、aces真是,唉!真的沒話說,就是整個強到不行。不過我沒有喜歡上他,因為他接下來要對上Tommy Haas,主因還在後頭:因為他長的像Ayala(西班牙球隊瓦倫西亞的阿根廷球員,跟你說,我看足壇裡阿根廷最帥的就屬執法世界杯決賽的那個... 裁判!不騙你,阿根廷人真的......)加上Buffon(義大利的,嗯,守門員,like a nut. 更正:IS a nut.雖然目前號稱世界第一門將,他救球救著救著頭還會撞上門柱,太神了XD)!
雖然比他們兩個都好看一些些... 喔,對了,他會叫西班牙文的菜市場名就是因為西班牙語系的,真是神準,智利人。
看到另一篇報導。哇,熟悉的臉孔,和看到的一樣帥,Tommy Haas...... 「德國好手」!My, my, my!
今天就看了Haas vs Gonzalez。為什麼我的網球新歡都一定得輸呢?雖然... 輸的沒話說,Gonzalez太強了。一顆接一顆的ACE!唉。
Das macht nichts. Tommy Haas還是一樣帥。

So be it, 除了足球,我認識的兩百六十多個球員中(幾星期前和姊一起數的,數了半天!)愛的幾個、喜歡的幾十個,還有網球!兩個新歡:Andy Murray & Tommy Haas。

結果第一場看到的比賽都輸了。What a 坎坷的 start。For tennis。

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hm, hm, I can say, no, not say, spell I LOVE YOU in 7 (about) different languages!
including English and Chinese, that is. XD
我愛你 ‧ I love you ‧ Ik houd van jou ‧ Eu te amo ‧ Je t'aime ‧ Te amo ‧ Ich liebe dich ‧ 哇矮裡XD
let me see... the net has been having a lag lately, Daddy says it's because of the earthquake (竟然只有感覺到一兩次!氣死我了,不過那次真有夠超級無敵刺激的~在浴室裡,氣窗晃呀晃的...)
well, whatever. Я люблю вас. 酷斃了,巴拉克看的懂啊~聰明的小孩!:) 喔,他已經三十歲了啦... 沒關係!
GREEK: Σας αγαπώ
and it's total Greek to me XD 其實晃動長矛/殺死斃亞的劇本很有趣呀,為什麼大家會討厭呢?
many say it's because the way Mr. Miss the Sin teach. but i thought of it quite okay...
How curious. 喔喔,昨天的進球大匯串我特地仔細聆聽那些英國佬的用詞,其實... 好像都差不去遠嘛!
1. MAGNIFICENT GOAL! 2. ABSOLUTE STUNNER!!
3. BEAUTIFUL!!! 4. (新學的) SENSATIONAL!!!!
呵呵,真好玩!! 私は愛する 這個品慈應該看的懂。不過有點懶的背^^ 加油呀!再沒幾天就要考試了!一定要考上考上!!(不然來高中部吧XD其實外語不是不好,可能只是有些同學就是水火不容啊)
我爱你 以前在網路上只要看到簡體字简体字,不免就會一陣心涼。
第一個想到的是有沒有人在pharming on the page,第二個想到隨手一點就有virus跟進我家電腦... somehow, 現在習慣了,哇哈哈,反正他們人多眼線多資料多,時間也很多!
記得2006年的雙十節,當我跟我姐在開心的用電腦時,來到了我們常常光顧(不如說潛入)的中國足球討論版,自high的說,哇~他們一定沒有放假!(雙十節 is definitely not their day)
沒想到在線上的人不是一般的多,我直到幾天前的歷史課才知道為什麼。休假經濟的東西吧。就是他們只要有一天要放假,ex. 他們的國慶日十月一日,就一連放好幾天,而那次他們剛好放了10天,一次放到10/10... 嘆為觀止啊!
Ti amo,義大利文原來這麼簡單!和西班牙文&葡萄牙文差不甚遠。(I wouldn't give a thing to KOREAN = = 雖然我們六美盃的成就過半都是靠那韓國人的加持,真是...)
哇,我決定啊,要自我墮落的去玩線上遊戲! XD 哇哈哈哈哈,掰掰!
[誰說看我的網誌一定要有收穫?
好吧,如果你堅持,請把以上我愛你的中文‧英文‧荷蘭文‧葡萄牙文‧法文‧西班牙文‧德文‧台語‧俄語‧希臘文‧義大利文全部記起來!]

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Good, I can't believe I've only written one artical, well, not an artical really, throughout December.
That's like totally crazy. As crazy as what I'm doing right now.
Typing my dumb keyboard at one over midnight, shivering.
Things been doing just fine... Been dabbling in Chinese, yeah, the China Chinese, websites and enjoying their stupidity.
I don't know why I have this bias for them. Pretty serious just not as severe as that I have for Koreans. Ew.
是的,草履蟲就是長得像長毛的大便。
Man, it's been pretty cold, but never enough to have my teeth quaking like they always did in the past few years.
Days are getting longer too. I mean, really getting longer. It's not with me, it's with the nature. 冬至已經過了好一會了不是嗎。
This is the new format for my stewbid/stoobid blog, cause I've been feeling light. Well, the fact is, I have been wanting to feel light, and peaceful.
Have you ever paralyzed on your bed after a long day exhaustion and find yourself unable to feel soothed by the soft cutton blanket?
Have you ever tried to dream but all you can find in your head are screams and cries and people shouting, "Shuttup! I say SHUT UP, crap!" screaming too.
Music do good stuff, yeah, like Rent, Life for Rent. Really soothes me. Soothes the stir.
But now that it's 1:52 and my sight is getting hazy, I really need some sleep.
If you unsatisfied with my new format, leave somethin' and I'd think about improving it.
Yeah, I'll think 'bout putting more stuff.
For now, I sleep. And... If I don't get sleep, enough sleep, I'd... I don't know.
Die'r somethin'. Don't feel like speakin' any sense now...
Darn it, wish had been different. Rather idle.
Guess what? I hate Darcy, if he believes he'd be Darcy.
And I hate that whatever 人間四月天, 'cause I just hate that 徐志...
whatever, ain't the point. Know what the point is?
The point is you gotta get the point.
Yeah, got it?
The point is that, there ain't no point to get. Get that?
Well, I don't hate. Not really. I detest them, yeah.
In fact, I have not yet found the great hatred in my life.
Nor the great love though and that is sad. Loves are either those far alway or those I don't believe.
It's like I'm never gonna get no point of life. Well, I mean, so what?
Be happy. Yeah, get sleepy. Night.

2 am.

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  • Nov 12 Sun 2006 10:29
  • suck

當14.33遠比1來的偉大時,
they don't have the foggiest idea about it.
對他們來說,1,才是有意義的。
或者,是破個紀錄,他們才會感到豐盈。
似乎一切都理所當然了。
他們覺得我想要參加什麼就能奪到什麼的第一嗎?
他們覺得這一切都非常的OK,天經地義嗎?
他們覺得全學校就只有我一個然在跑步嗎?
他們不知道這是一個多麼驚奇的成就。
他們不知道這是一個意外中的榮耀。
他們不知道若我今天搬回家的是第二名,會是多麼自然而然的事。
本來就是第二名了。
甚至現在,我仍然不能感受到第一的喜悅。太意外了。
真實的快樂、偉大,只屬於那條白線後,the Celebration of Myself, with Myself.
其他都是如此的虛無。空洞。
他們才不了解我學校的生活呢。
我也一直一個人,偶爾和我姊一起,過學校的生活。
與家裡脫節。難免。
Moreover,我和他的關係破裂,僅只是因為我一個人的敗壞嗎?
兩個人的人際關係,難道不是兩個人彼此共同建立、共同維護嗎?
他從來不覺得他錯了什麼,他做了什麼。
只因為,已經好久、好久沒有,他已經忘了那種感覺,
那種被放在手指前方,被說道:「你錯了。」
那種感覺。
已經好久好久,至少我所記得的畫面中,他沒有被這樣指責過,沒有。
就連他的父母也聽順他的。沒辦法。學歷高。見識廣。
承認是得承認,他的內涵比我來的多。
但就是完美嗎?什麼都沒錯嗎?就連我也要相信了。
誰啊,什麼獨秀的,歷史人物,確信自己的「沒錯」,才去指責別人的「錯」。
宗教信仰、政治議題,可以鬧翻天,也是基於大家對自己「沒錯」的相信。
但是,什麼對、什麼錯?什麼又是真理?
(全站分類:快樂家庭(家庭,親子,婚姻))

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我家門後面那隻新鄰居狗,
被阿飄虐待了。
每當黃昏時分,或是夜深人靜,
阿飄就會出現,就會繞著那隻狗,調戲牠,然後就是五十分鐘的:
啊嗚喔~咿咿!啊喲呦。敖敖,咿呦嗚唷~嗄嗄......
Rnlsfhoewnouyraqloif......
好痛苦。

自從幾天前,星期天吧,早上姊來跟我報備了Chelsea的比賽。
贏了。一比零。Reading(那個#^$*&)&@#鬼隊)的烏龍球。Own goal。
切赫,受傷了。
剛聽到,心抽動了一下,沒有想到不只如此。
比賽開始,30秒左右。

好痛。好傷心。
頭部有些骨折,他們說,能活著,便已經很幸運了。
看到一則報導,1931年九月五日,某英超隊伍的比賽中,一位22歲的門將,和切赫一樣,被對方用膝蓋撞傷頭部,骨折。
和切赫一樣,被直接送往醫院,5個小時後,魂斷綠茵場。
於是,不幸中的大幸,降臨在這位心地善良的捷克人身上。(如果真有上帝,祂必站在切赫的身邊。)
手術成功了。
他活下來了。
只是,六個月內,是沒有可能上場,為Chelsea撲球,在最危急的門前關頭,用大大的雙手,穩穩的接住,那顆差點殺了他的人所追逐的,球。
否則,醫生說,結果可能致命。
現在的我,除了引領盼望Ballack歸隊的強健,只能熱切的盼望Sheva走出進球荒,然後,默默的望著英姿難展的切赫,等待。

I will miss you, Chelsea's One, 1.



PETR CECH

就等這一幕,還要多久?

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喔,本來是要寫個什麼什麼的,結果搞到現在沒時間囉> 那就... 為大家唱幾首歌吧=ˇ=。
今天獻唱的主題是:Happy Birthday to You
(我想以後不論何時要獻唱,大概都會是同一個主題吧XD)
第一首,獻給... 9/29生日的Sheva!
Happy Birthday to you
You're name's Shevchenko
You look like a cutie
And you sound like one too!
不信他聽起來很Cutie嗎?接招!以下影片中Kaka接受訪問,中途電話線上傳來的是Shevchenko的聲音,可愛斃了啦!注意他的Chau!


喔,9/26生日,我最愛的Michael,對不起我不能獻唱給你。
我的歌喉過於失敗,不論為你唱什麼歌,都顯得低俗,所以,我只能送你這一段歌詞:
You're beautiful, you're beautiful,
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face, in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do.
'Cause I'll never be with you.
雖然你是我的唯一,卻也是最不可能的美麗。
這個時候,Impossible不是Nothing,Impossible is Something.

接著我要唱一首歌,給一個你們八成不會知道的人,但是,
這是我最得意的作品!
知道是誰的一定要告訴我啊~茫茫人海中的知己!
Happy Birthday to you
You took the PK
Buffon got the wrong way
But you missed anyway!

XD

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WE R SINKING... 不知道外二的Steven英文有沒有比他好? XD


好棒的廣告,啊哈哈!讚讚。


註:本篇空白網誌僅獻給Ste小朋友,希望她懂得享受人生的美麗。還要,懂得欣賞烤火腿BAKEHAM以外的人。

狂賀!爆賀!炸賀!
GERMANY : 某世界倒數7左右之國家,
13 : 0
大聲的歡呼吧!XD
進球榜:Podolski 4
    Klose 2
    Schweini 2
    Ballack 1
    M. Friedrich 1
    Schneider 1
    希茲柏格 2 (好難拼的名字!有5個子音連在一起...)
破了歐洲杯&非奧運國際比賽的最大差分紀錄! 哇哈哈。
繼續加油!開心。
Ballack: "When you score 13 goals you have to be happy. We were focused, we want to keep playing attacking football. It is important now that we steady the rest of our game."

你知道13:0最厲害在什麼地方嗎?上半場結束時已經6:0,而下半場卻仍然積極進攻,再搶7分,真是完美的心態!
哇哈,亢奮中。

(逃難去,Ste別殺我。)

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早上昏睡到近一點,因為昨天從十一點看了Chelsea v Blackburn,一點看Real Madrid v Villarreal(?)一直到三點,還混到四點才睡覺去...嘻。
總之下午的阿公阿嬤在看Star Sports的高爾夫球,中間的廣告突然出現──足球!
嘩啦啦!晚上九點有英超精華也。
廝混了接下來的八個小時,來到了九點,轉開電視,正好廣告結束,精華開始...
然後,毫無預警的,全無防備,忽然,屏息間,他出現了。
或許只有半秒鐘,或許更短,但是那一瞬間已經成了慢動作...
是一個接近鏡頭的他,後面有個較小的Shevchenko,兩人穿個Chelsea的藍衫,緩緩轉向鏡頭。
不能呼吸。
我知道可以看見他,畢竟是英超精華,只是從來沒想到會這麼早... 又這麼大... 這麼突然... 而美好。
我看到了他。
我托住了下墜的頜,雙眼瞠大,然後無法控制的
跪倒。
那一剎那,心坎只寫著快樂。

看到小小羅,沒有魯尼!沒有朴智障!看到小亨亨,還有萊曼叔,以及在世界杯中被德洛西搞流血的美國球員...最後:
Chelsea vs Blackburn
彌補了剛開始miss掉的五分鐘,球員握手的那幾幕,看見鏡頭緩緩移動過去,出現了一行黑底白字佔滿整個螢幕:
BALLACK
鏡頭剛好和他擦身而過 :)
看見了Shevchenko踢歪,沒有播他對傳球給他的Ballack比的大拇指,看見Terry被死抱住,還有Lampard角度不好但是過度快速而擠進球門的得分;
是的,那最後一球象牙海岸的Drogba進的那球,是Ballack在中線的位置啟動的攻勢:先傳給今天不知道怎麼了的迦納球員Essien,他再傳給前方的無敵強悍Drogba。
當Drogba隻身運球,進入禁區時,一個防守球員模仿著擁抱Terry那球員的動作,緊緊抱住了Drogba,卻沒有想到非洲大象並沒有英國紳士那麼fragile...
儘管被摟著,Drogba仍不顧他人的向前衝,終於給他進了!
這時的Shevchenko開心的跳上鎮定的大象身上,滿臉春風;這時我想的是... 遠在義大利米蘭的卡卡,此時不知道在想什麼?

總言之,今天是美好的,28日,Klose的歲數。
今天步過月曆,東看西看,看見了可愛的數字13,差點又要忍不住去親它了... 嘿嘿,像小變態。

這場看見Ballack九十分鐘都在場上踢球,真的好開心。
雖然還沒有到達100%實力的狀態,也比前幾場進步很多了!它高達9次的截球更是沒話說~完全表現了他最愛的Defensive Midfielder的丰采,卻也不缺兩顆射門:)
繼續加油囉,Ballack,Chelsea會發現他需要你給予的中場創造力的。

這時才恍惚間發現,剛剛跪倒在地時,膝蓋磨破的整層皮,正隱隱刺痛,好美。

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今天走經月曆,看見一個好大好大13,開心。
經過它時,有一個衝動差點走過去偷偷親它一下。
:)

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那天夜裡,停了四十五分鐘的電,剛好從05/06英超聯賽的Chelsea vs Liverpool中截斷。
一片漆黑前,Chelsea 1-0 Liverpool,四十五分鐘之後再看,已經3-1了 :( 什麼都沒看到。
瞬間黑暗吞噬空間的那一刻,我緊抱著11 KLOSE抱枕。
瞬間光明填滿視線的那一秒,懷中我的11 KLOSE抱枕仍然輕輕的壓迫胸前。
Security. 這就是他給我的。
星期五的數學重挫,讓我顫動,不寒而慄,心律不整... 淚水就要放肆時,我拿出那張薄薄的精神支柱,右手輕輕放在Podolski的衣服上,呼吸。
就要撐不住時,感覺他就在我指尖,然後微微笑。
或許大家會覺得很可笑,但是每次他們閃過腦海時,如浪潮般襲擊的是鬥志和堅毅,真的是。
現在的努力,都是為了踏上那塊繁華美麗的歐洲大陸;現在的奮發,都是為了一圓目睹他們英姿的美夢。
當重責大任負上已經飽受毒鞭的背脊時,我想起Ballack在球場上的牙關,為了勝利的最後一絲希望,忍。
當挫折像一把刀,把我硬生生從中斷折時,我看見正在忍淚安慰Odonkor的Podolski;
接著浮現的是Argentina大戰之後,雀躍的Friedrich,和Schweinsteiger在Stuttgart球場上奔馳紛飛的一道弧線的風,指向勝利。
我知道他們給了我比僅僅的娛樂多了太多太多,比僅僅的賞心悅目好太多太多;
多了憧憬,多了激勵,多了尊重,多了包容,多了善惡,多了競爭,多了光陰如梭,多了一個傳奇。
也是這樣子,我第一次透過他們聽見榮耀的稜線。
我也看見了,世上好多值得奮鬥的美好。
沒有他們,我已沉淪墮落。到另一個境界。

我愛他們,好愛。

看見了,BEAUTY。

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仍然在和糜爛的暑假搏鬥中。

嗯哼哼。

那些三不五時會路過這片靈感沙漠的好心人,真是太對不起你們啦>"
無名小站有點發荒,除了因為我老是在check out新的聯賽新聞外,partly因為都在顧我的MySpace... 忘了多久前才辦的。(嘿嘿,還不是因為那是最popular的,有好多名人,哇哈。)
不過那片爛泥巴都在忙著見證我的暑假──終極頹廢。勸你別打它的主意。哈,

毆毆,去傳個音樂上來,待會再繼續babble。
_____________________________________


有夠爛的,連一首歌也上傳不了,我的耐心被折騰光了。


I don't get it. I can't even upload one single photo. Leave out the song...
My goodness...
I had a splendid dream :) although scary, spooky, creepy, ghostly, but sweet.
Well, why are you still reading? SCRAM.
Bye bye, see you, so long, goodbye, C U not around, bye.
Oh, you're not gone yet? That's sad. Well, I just wanna tell ya one more thing:
I feel absolutely nothing after looking at the list of senior one classes.
THE END.
Now you may get lost :) Long!

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除了在電視機前,對德國人
狂跳大叫;
天天賴在客廳皮椅沙發上,
翻開某個又要考的課本,
然後,打瞌睡。

世足賽的熱火,續著四年前,繼續狂燃;
積了四載等待,這回,只更瘋;烈。

偷偷告訴你,
Michael Ballack
麥可‧巴拉克
又帥、
又強,
無與倫比。
在每場球賽中操控著
前進;後退
德國
以及對面球門的
節奏。

衝來的,
克洛斯Klose,
深厚的能量為靠山,勇往直前;射門。
目前以四球,金靴排名第一,一片燦爛輝煌。
漂亮的前空,絕非後空,爆發著興奮愉悅的激動;
轉成一種:天真笑容。

後衛,偶爾
逼近球門,送出勝利的機會;
一百七十公分:拉姆Lahm,可愛絕倫。
深深的眼,和,不一會兒便綻放的:紅暈。
長袖隨風、和速度,飛舞,弧形的手臂;奔。
超速‧超小‧超準
非他莫屬。

自然,錦上添花,
波蘭血液的:
波多斯基Podolski
終於證實了自己
送進了,榮耀。
純真的笑,誰能抗拒他的可愛?
教練,慈父般的擁抱
溫暖了所有,他懷中的熱血。

巴拉克,領著,那些衣著
白;黑、紅、黃
的青年們,往前邁進,
吧!

回神了,交卷。
誰在乎?

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  • Jun 02 Fri 2006 22:27
  • 抉擇

當,面對一條命運的河,那個──在夢裡尋了千百回的身影,就在對岸......
右,是突出的一塊崖,不可能觸碰那人的決裂,最為接近卻全不可及;
左,是一條言無止盡的漫長,通往一座夢幻的橋,可與那人緊握雙手的唯一通道。
你會,往哪奔?
去右吧,比左更大的機會近距離見到,卻離那真正的接觸越來越遙遠;
去左吧,比右更大的機會真實觸碰到,卻任何時刻都可能完全失去......

別忘了......夢裡尋了千百回,卻每每失去......任何一瞬間,他都可能消逝,永遠。

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  • May 09 Tue 2006 21:26
  • 傾瀉

終於,折磨靈魂的考試過去了,一直在期間想到要寫網誌的我,解脫啦!
但是也漸漸忘了想要寫什麼廢話......
Hmm, 想起一件事:近來心中總漂浮著兩片陰影,那就是他和她。
───他,那個曾經是你的人,不再是我所認識的......是他變了?還是我所認識的,原本就不是他?
雖然很清楚很清楚,已經熬過來,也在往前繼續走了,總認為,失去了一個朋友,一個本來應該是很有緣的朋友。
現在的我,已經不如曾經想問:「她是誰?」、「為什麼?」的瘋子了;現在的我,只想要一個答案:
「究竟是你傷了我,還是我傷了你?」
剛分開時,我真的很痛,但是數一數,三個月了,我也走出陰霾了......就如在回轉的三個月中,走入快樂那樣堅毅。
直到現在,當我看見他,卻總是感覺,他不一樣,真的不是那個你......是一個令我瞠目的莽人,如此的陌生而遙遠。
*完全擁有後,定會完全失去?*
───她,我和她,非戰非和,一切盡在沉默中。
困惑和陰影,當我直視妳迴避的雙眼,固執地一個人揮手時,我看見。
不管妳如何緊閉雙唇,我不會忘記,不會不會,我認識妳。
當基測一天一天接近,我心中默許,一定一定,要加油的。
如果妳的安靜,是在說:「做決定。」我想我會說:「做不到。」
這種東西,要如何量測?這種東西,是形狀、空間,不是直線。
它們有不同性質的單位,不能拉開擴分,比較長短輕重......就如,再也沒有一個人能夠取代妳,也沒有東西能讓我做出絕對決定。
對不起,但我得說,當我看見妳對他們笑,我討厭自己做不到讓妳開心的事。

唉呀呀,其他的嘛,就開開心心混混爛爛,瘋ㄎㄨㄢˊ仰天長笑XD!
好玩的日子,sunny sunny!
((超級討厭看見你下線))

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還有多少回憶 藏著多少秘密 在我心裡翻來覆去 怎樣叫做愛情 ──小步舞曲
我很清楚為什麼一直想著他,或許,就是因為這樣所以我可以不必擔心:我喜歡上了他的臉,僅限於他的臉。
這種東西,也稱不上什麼喜歡吧!
哈哈,好個感覺。


我垂死的相簿終於多了些東西,還蠻不錯的耶,我喜歡:)
http://www.wretch.cc/album/gottabeme
那本〝快樂一籮筐〞嘻嘻,大家來猜一猜吧!

雖然艷陽高照,滿滿的心情,溢滿了滂薄大雨,微微的擺盪著,輕輕的漣漪。

碎片的心情不停止割傷我,或許會持續到皮膚千瘡百孔,靈魂爛成一糊肉。



說到那該死的Dbate啊,嘿,還是《人質》適合:
◎在我面前大聲問一句話 讓我崩塌在質問這一場 既然鐘聲一響就可以全忘 我不掙扎 反正我也 沒差
(http://podcast.blog.webs-tv.net/gottabeme/podcast/239015

說到歌詞啊,嘻,還是《我要快樂》棒:
◎我要及格 我要能考六十分 有科目 沒有讀都不會 有讀了也不會 我早已經該放棄
 我要及格 哪怕它非考不可 腦袋是空的 全都是假的 成績單才是 真的
(在網誌首頁:音樂

好爛的一天啊!
Aye, I feel so empty without you.XD

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{{
You are just a flight of fancy.
A smooth operator.
}}

如果人生,永遠是just as your expectations, what would it be like?
Happy? I doubt.
Content? Certainly not.
Buoyant? Absolutely no.









It'd be, simply, boring.

That's right. Boring,bland, predictable, meaningless.

失望,其實就是在累積驚喜。
驚喜,就需要付出很多失望。

就是我,波折的人生,
ingredient: 驚喜、期待與失望。

祝你昨天失望,今天期待,明天的驚喜。

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哦?是...真的嗎?
Don’t think so and don’t hope so!



嘿嘿,開心的幾天,只希望這種感覺不會變認真,因為我真的好累好累了!
而且,現在的什麼對於未來只會成為負數,長久,我已經失去信心。
反正,真的不是很認識他這個人,怎麼能有任何的感覺呢?
總之,就目前為止,都是〝仍在變動〞←討厭,忘記了這個的Advanced單字...
In flux? Maybe not. Help!

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